It's been a bad day

I really wasn't feeling it today. I got a little moody at work and got pissed at the things they had me doing, and a specific co worker was being an asshole. I heard a customer say something mean about me when they thought i couldn't hear. to top it all off, my rat, seraphina, died tonight, unexpectedly. She was fine yesterday, and my brother called me saying she wasn't moving. i went home and held her and she was freezing and shivering and wouldn't lift her head, but was still breathing. after trying to force feed her, bathe her in warm water, and give her water with a syringe, she started seizing and eventually passed while i was holding her. It's been a really fucking awful day.